Did Yashamaru Actually Hate Gaara -

He claimed Karura hated Gaara and named him "a self-loving carnage" as a curse upon the village.

: Despite his love for Gaara, Yashamaru was an Anbu of the Hidden Sand. He felt bound by duty to follow the Kazekage's orders, even though those orders were designed to destroy the child he loved. Why Yashamaru Lied in His Final Moments did yashamaru actually hate gaara